God is so good. Good isn't even the word to describe God. Amazing! If there was a proper word for God, but i dont' think there is........He is too perfect for words.

Sometimes i look back on prayers i have prayed and sometimes i wonder when He will answer them or if He even will. And i noticed that He always does. Whether you take it as an answer or not. If you pray to be more humble. You can expect some pretty humbling times in your life. In those times do you take it as an answered prayer? No probably not. Or patience. I pray alot for patience. Do i feel like i am any more patient than i was a year ago......no. Not that i have noticed. But guess what...I am! God has put me through some times where i have needed to be patient.....willing or unwilling..the time called for patience. So now I am more patient in that regards. I am more careful what i am praying for now....lol

I asked God to bring me my husband......well it didnt' sound quite like that but you have caught my drift. And in the last half year i have been dating. None of them quite seemed to fit the glove. I started to get depressed about it and people kept saying "your still young". Goodness as a young single person that is definatly one of the last things you want to hear! But back on topic.....I noticed that all these men that i have come to know......have been pieces of him. of who? Well i dont' know yet. lol. I believe that God sent me different personalities. I have found things in these guys that i would like to have in a husband and traits i do not want in a husband. He has answered a prayer that i find a husband........in a sense i am building up to be married. I have found pieces of the one i am looking for. But in all the guys that i have met......none of them had all i was looking for.....close but not quite Then i got to thinking.......I am looking for the perfect man? perhaps i am and if so then i know when i will meet him. I will meet him in Heaven. Jesus is the only perfect man i know. He already loves me and me him. He provides for me and my daughter. He teaches me the things i will need to know in life. He is the lover of my soul. My husband.

I have noticed a lot more other things about prayer and forgiveness and walking in the desert in the last few days.......those thoughts i will share with you in the next entry. Forgiveness.......it is powerful. But you already knew that

May God be with you today †
Jessie